__ these memories..

Sunday, February 28, 2010

i wonder why i cant put it down..

all conclusion i can get from this is sorrow and scars..

all bad.. my bad.. haixx..

“forget all forget all” *chants**chants**chants*

 

shld start studying my jap before i forgets them all during the holiday…

hope i can concentrate =) =)


10:28 PM

Saturday, February 27, 2010

my sis mentioned that name.. and i got shocked..

but actually she doesnt mean that person~.~

hahass.. it’s a relieve..


10:48 PM


foolish thoughts, messy thoughts,

going thru my stupid brain.

giving me the headaches,

pulling my heart and brain apart.

shall not think, shall not dream,

a day is a day, a month is a month,

shall not live in miseries.


12:08 PM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

my dad’s last time worker come back singapore den find my dad.. =D 10 years ago work for my dad before de.. hahass.. den he say last time his(my dad) child small small de.. den my dad say i here.. hahhasss.. so funny~.~ i think this kind of worker good.. know how to come back to look for last time work for de boss to chat abit =D but i think asking for job also.. hahass.. but not bad la =D


5:11 PM


yesterday is a bad day..

my water bottle never cover properly den my whole bag wet when am on my way to school.. worst is my notes and books are wet.. i hate wet papers.. today want study den my note book so wet no mood siaa~.~ so i go get from my mum a new de =D maybe i shld give it to another person who doesnt mind =D

 

on my way home yesterday.. on the bus.. i saw a very stupid fly.. stuck in the bus.. super stupid de.. it was at the door there flying and banging the door wanting to fly out.. but cant.. even when the door opens big big.. it doesnt know how to fly out.. banging and banging the clear part of the door cause can see outside the bus.. den second time the door opens, it fly to the opposite side of the door.. which is the clear window.. banging the window.. den i keep seeing it bang and bang.. so stupid right.. –. –

 

today my mum was like asking my dad about the bills asking for money to pay~.~ but my dad dunno say what she went into her office(room) den i go ask about my bills also.. cause i was counting on how much shld my mum pay.. for clothes i make her pay.. others i will pay myself. but no matter how i count, my mum paid 10 bucks more than she shld.. then the other ~300 is mine to pay.. but i want negotiate =D and to pay half half =D so i went to my dad.. said “i pay..” he straight away take out his credit card.. say pay for me.. hahasss.. den my mum was like “see your dad so good.. i ask also dont have… i come first lea.. why you get to pay first” *joking tone*.. den dad started his long “lecture”.. den i propose to help them in organising the payment of home bills.. for phone only~ my dad says no.. must for all.. den he will increase my school money for 20bucks.. i argued 50bucks.. dont want jiu shua.. hahasss.. he dont want wor.. hahahsss.. say ask my sis do.. but in the end we still talk until i have to do all.. i think kinda fun.. already made out the table.. march will start to do the bills.. after my exams.. if got extra money from the bills.. i will ask for increase of allowance =D *E-V-I-L* =D

 

study like nv study.. why?! cause no tips!! no proper tips.. so much to study.. plus no mood.. ~.~


5:01 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

YOYO!! long time no blog!!

is it no time or lazy…

wahahahhasss… both!!

kind of just finish my project ytd and wanna rest abit for today..

study abit tmr and test the next day..

after that 3more days to send test and that..

3more days to last test and..

total holiday for me!!

i hope so..

please no wss..

please!!


12:20 PM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

smth hilarious happened today..

was driving car..

den parking..

den the parking lot very big..

scenario : both side of my parking lo got lorries..

going in from the left side..

with backside go in first..

i cant really see cause am too short i think..

den i reverse thinking am in the correct slot le..

in the end is wrong de..

i was going to park between the 2 lorries on the left side of my lot..

den my mum arh sis arh bro arh.. all screaming “STOP!!”

telling me that’s not a lot..

it’s just a big hole between 2 lorries(big parking lots for buses you see)..

den i was like laughing like mad..

den people behind also want cross..

den i drive forward to let people pass..

den i aim properly den finally parked in..

den i keep laughing den my dad ask me dont laugh..

must learn how to park..

even an uncle waiting to pass laugh at me..

up till now i think of it i cant stop laughing..

 

 

afternoon went to school for php test..

totally flunk it.. idk how to upload..

no one to ask..

den upload costs 50%

that’s the worst~~

feeling sad when rushing to amk for appointment..

even now~~

i’m slacking already..

when my tests and exams are around the corner..

plus a project..

totally!

am gonna sleep now~.~


11:46 PM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

いまは べんきょうを したいです。


11:28 AM

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

just finish 3 things from my list of school stuffs..

1) Jap Role Play

2) OOAD project

3) CA Common Test

and i am kinda of happy about it..

but thinking about the rest of my work just makes me feel sad..

if next year is more slack.. i’ll do lots of stuffs..

like learning dance and guitar..

but first i have to get back my guitar from my friend..

keep dont want to come back =(


8:29 PM

Monday, February 1, 2010

haixx.. idk why my internet so like that..

today wasted money buying things i want not need..

went to ask about diam-ing my mole..

super ex.. 108 bucks.. actually is 168.. den see me student den say 128..

den i say come back later then they say 108..

is it a fraud or it’s really that ex..

i really did spend a lot this few months..

soon i will not have enough money to be this carefree..

if i continue spending..

dad say i buy this den no need give me school money la..

now he wants to play.. wahahhasss…

sian sian sian…

complaining and complaing about me not studying doesnt make me study..

what shld i do.. this week.. CA common test.. Jap Role paly and Jap written test 2..

haven get ready for any of it..

next week need hand in godfrey’s project and IS test.. haven study..

today just got a new project which i need to do by week 19.. now is like week 16..

so rush plus exams around corner.. etc etc.. why my life is like that..

why others can be so carefree.. i want to go back to kindergarden =( …


11:33 PM

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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret self,
A teenage girl with an empty heart.

Move forward,
And study hard,
A healthy lifestyle,
Kept in heart.

The gain, the lose,
It's part of life,
Sun still goes up,
Moon still goes down,
Staying happy is all that counts.

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Is it real?
Not one really understands.

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