Friday, October 30, 2009
dar was feeling moody ytd.. and it makes me kinda moody too~ idk what's he thinking about and i dont want him to be so moody... am not sure but i think he's still not okay today.. what's wrong? haixx.. i can go emo liao~~
4:43 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
looking for my lost dar...
i want my dar dar back!!
11:24 PM
feeling moody since evening... i keep thinking and thinking... idk why... this is negative thoughts i'm gonna say first... i was thinking... why be tgt when all we do is text-ing each other.. it's like the first time and i dont like the feeling.. i feel like it's gonna end up the same way real soon... but come to think of it... it feels worse than first time... meal tgt feels like a sin... where's the point? i wonder...
9:16 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
happy to have my dar with me.. :)
8:25 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
arh!!!! i have just nothing better to do now.. today.. haixx... just found out that time for booking my driving lesson is like kinda over le cause mostly kanna booked le... but they bluff us la.. shld be 15 of every month the booking schedule open de ma in the end today 10th only next month de already open and mostly already booked... damn it!! arhhh!! and im gonna take my driving test soon.. my friend took 39 lessons before test.. i only 9 lessons i want go for test le... so not gonna make it!! haixx... stress!!!
not only stress for driving.. school also stress!! next month like no friends in my class... as in no best friend here... so gonna be lonely.. really.. to make it worse.. i go jap only i one person.. and every week 8 hours.. saturday still need go school... arghh!!!
next stress thing... wss... my project is so gonna overdue in 12days time and we only did the wire frame... we have so not much time and i'm still going for chalet....
tell you.. poly life is my most hardworking years of my life... up till now.. and is the most stress days of my life... everyday is stress... holiday more stress... school haven reopen already stress... stress stress stress... arghhhhh!!!
what i always think in the past... To live each day as it is.. happy or sad still a day.. the day end next day no need worry.. haixx.. so i shall live as i am.. finish what i suppose to on that day.. or maybe what's more important each day... arghh.. what am i talking about?? can i cope?? haixx.. nvm...
go emo =. =
9:03 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
questions to ask myself..
can i really do it?
do i want to do it?
is it a need to do it?
what can i achieve from it?
do i benefit from it?
do i really wanna run away from it?
can i take it?
can i not be stress of it?
1:27 AM
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