Friday, October 31, 2008
today damn sian... really worried about my studies.... today's lessons i really dont understand.... so complicated...and i'm not revising myself at home... slacking at home ba... dunno why cannot concentrate in studies...i'm real bad in internet ba... as i said... partly my memory also sia... cant rmb the logic gates info... make myself more confuse... alittle stress also... dunno is i make myself stress or i'm really stress because of studies.... i wanna do well this sem too but everything seemed so hard... am i stressing myself to do better or... haixx... がんぱて！to myself....
8:38 PM
Wahh... time is passing fast... it'll soon be week 4 of my Sem2 ploy life.. hahas.... soon it'll be time for me to go to shanghai... but it's like i will miss lots of school... den some exam ba.. ask teacher to give me another time.. dunno i will do well this sem not... cause i really dont think i'm good in internet stuff... i'm getting blurrer and blurrer... hahas... gonna redo my blog after first year... just wait and see.....long time nv blog le... alittle empty... going for my second blood donation next week... hahas... today i tricked my dad into letting me go for blood donation... i was thinking to donate on my birthday but the time just dont match... haixx.... cant wait for the donation.... i think it's fun although it hurts after the bandage is taken off...hahas... gotta do something nice in my life... since it's so boring... i guess i'll try harder to make my life more meaningful.... now that many had left me.... i dunno what shall i do... i had bad memories...[bad as in memory not good... not bad stuffs in my head... although alittle]... what i learn will soon be forgotten... i think i've messed up my life....CONFUSED?idk... going school soon~~
what i have isn't mine anymore... everything have changed...
11:12 AM
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