__ these memories..

mum's clever now... to watch videos online:D

7:19 PM

mum and dad walking in and outta my room for no reasons... and i'm just stoning infront of the tv... feeling tired... and for my grp... no one is online.......... ba -.-

9:45 PM

haixx.. just went to my friend's blogg and saw her life seems so funn..wanna do all that she had done....my life is boring and tiring... thats why i took up lessons that others dont take... but it seems that it still not colourful enough... really hopes to have a few funn fulfilling days.. away from school work..... my watch not working... so hard to tell time these days...haixx...keep forgetting to get it repaired... i think is no batt niaa..haixx...

7:52 PM

another ice skating outing on 6th June... hopes there's more people coming along... stress for IP stress for Com Skills...

5:37 PM

haixx.. it's still peeling sia...too dry.... havent do IP havent do CS dunno what to do... tmr maths quiz.. totally dont understand topic...tmr CMI... haixx... NSIM huiqi singhui not there... tuesday thursday nv see them.. sooo siann.... took a video of my cousin today... too cute... her hair cutted again... so boy noww... thanks to ah ma... today she kinda listens to me.. so i let her play my phone =D... hope i can upload the video... my ankle abit sore today... abit soft siaa.. the video.. you've got to listen to what she says... abit tooo soft and tooo blur.... and it uploads very long...

12:58 PM

tiring day... went to ccna this morning at 9... den did abit of Com Skills in koufu... waited for SingHui for like 1 hour... den like no one going ice skating.... we left without singhui den i told huiqi i wanna go heartland... den she say pei me... in the end we think think think... if next friday ask people go ice skating sure no one wanna go de lor... our class CMI siaa... cause next friday got formal presentation den must bring laptop and formal wear... who wanna go with so many stuffs siaa... den we decided to go our self... den i called singhui and ask if she wanna go den we meet at kallang MRT.. she say ok... then me and huiqi went to heartland to my contacts the shop to check my eye... the person says my left eye is not healthy.. and the lens too big for my eye.. it's acutally the smallest...den she ask me to change to another brand... she says my left eye between the black and white part there got abit red... den ask me not to wear contacts for the next three days...rushed to kallang after that.. singhui was there first... we was hungry but went for ice skate first... today the shoe abit too tight or smth.. my leg damn painn... but cant help it... the first 1 hr 30 min i think kinda not really funn... after the ice surfacing... it was like damn funn... but we were too tired.. but i was too hyper... wanted another hour siaa... but it was me who requested huiqi to leave after 2 hours.. she say she wants 3 hr de... but before they ice surfacing it i was tooo tired... sian 1/2... we went to eat dinner.. had kimchi ramen... den later go find singhui friend who work there... sell yogurt i think... it was damn nice la...her friend treat us to it.. den put lots of toppings.. damn nice... went shopping abit den went home... -..-

11:12 PM

haixx... what a day... today had debrief for the game last week... thought it was very hard actually kinda easy.. thanks to people in class cause they were not listening... den i just say it to the teacher...now i'm afraid next week's presentation... haixx... was suppose to go ice skating today but no one wants to go... nope tmr got people go... haixx....then junyao was like asking us whether we wanna go clarke quay.. but huiqi dont wanna eat ramen... so we went to the toilet den go back tell them.. but they leave without us siaa.. how to explain.. later they thought we like what de...in the end we went to chom chom there play lan game... we took 30-45min to start playing the stupid game la... den other people so idiot come join our game den keep saying us... idiots... den huiqi ask her friend come play also... playing halfway dad called.. didnt answer.. then mum call... i died so i just go out answer.. while huiqi friend join in the game... den mum was like saying coming chom chom to eat siaa... so qiao... so i say later go find them... i abit what siaa... huiqi friend come for awhile den i leave le.. abit bu jiang yi qi... but mum called.. haixx... abit dui bu qi them... den they leave also when i leaving la.. they can continue to play de lor.... den today kinda like huiqi come to pei me de... thanks lots siaa.... and sorry =D

today surround my mouth swell la.. cause too dry... using my bro's bar of soap.. hope it will get well.. cause it's my face...so swollen la... and red.. kinda pain.. haixx... tmr will be another tiring but funn day ( if i were really to go ice skating ) CS is stressing me.. it's so rushhhh...

9:51 PM

super lost now... always hated reports and presentations... arhhhhh..... 超烦的... starting to hate my specs... make my hair curly... nv wear also will curl siaa...

8:21 PM

totally forgot what i wanna say :( ..... had pizza for dinner... maid too lazy to cook siaa... sian 1/2.. sick of it after i finish eating.. kinda good.. =D

7:36 PM

haixx... was having such a deep sleep and mum woke me up just like that... she open my room door... and i got scare and woke up... although she doesnt know i was awake... den i just stayed in bed... den wanted to go back to sleep, dad opened the door... i was like... stop disturbing me... i wanna sleep.. in my mind... i thought it was over and i can go back to sleep siiaaa... now came ah ma... arhhhh... why must they open the door to see me when they know i'll be asleep.... just dont understand.... awake on my bed i was thinking about what happened yesterday... dunno how to face them today siaa... kinda my fault also... haixx...den i was like dont think too much... i clipped up my hair and went to wash up... in the toilet i was thinking about my studies... why did i take up so many things when i think i cannot cope with what i'm doing now.... haixx... hold on.. i go wash away the foam of the soap... it dry up already ............................................................................................................................ had my cup of warm water i drink everyday.. wore my specs and i'm back to what i'm saying... hump... where was i? ohh about my studies... haixx... yesterday tea reception saw PEM and guess what he said... "You must take on any opportunities that came by" that really was the line that make me feel kinda of must work harder... it just a feel though.. i'm not working hard enough... not as before... yesterday was like so many people already started the IP i was like OMG why are they so hardworking... and i was still thinking of doing it in the weekends which == gg... cause i may not do it.. depends on my mood... OMG it's oNLY 9... and on one is online yet... was wondering what food i should eat later... kinda hungry and it must last till 7 plus 8 ba when i reach home... today will be another LONG LONG day... haixx... idk why am i sick of all the food i eat... half way i can get sick of it le... am i ill or smth... got an ulcer yesterday in my mouth siaaa lucky is a small one.. got feel that it will get bigger and bigger... den my blue black on my legg.. hope it get well soon man... like now one red patch cause i rubbed it... abit ugly on my legg... like obviously one red patch... haixx... what can i do at this time in the morning siaa....although i said i'm bored everyday... i didnt play my wii siaa... dunno why.. maybe i'm already sick of it also... but i paid it myself... so ex... and everyone else just come and playy...dad got say wanna help pay half... but i didnt get it... den now got my credit card bills also.. bought games with it.. mum said would pay for me in the end i pay myself also... den very funny la.. when i'm paying myself.. why ask me use credits to pay for my contacts... i was like already prepared my money le lor... den mum ask me pay by credits... haixxx... siannnn.... didnt get my "school money" as i wanted every month de... dunno what happened... hope i can it it this way next month if not idk how to save up my money and keep spending..you give now tmr spend finished... my jaw was like hurting this few days lor... dunno what can i do about it.. huiqi last time also like that.. den say brush teeth more... but i dont believe can solve it... just wait for another few days ba..... shld think of what food to eat now... bro was.. OMG she's online... arhhhh... hope she leave me alone..... bro was like so bored also.. he bored = we die... he will come disturb us... although two days ago he came to my room... saw we all three was like going to sleep le... lights already offed... i looked at him and he say good night siaa... first time he say good night to me... in my whole life man... kinda sweet of him =D... den yesterday den 9 plus mum came and asked why we not sleeping.. i was like it's only 9 plus haven even 10 yet den she laughed and went back... now came bro... he was like jumping here and there wanted to sit in the empty space on my bed and fat sis's bed... just sit there.. den we ask him to cook super cause i was hungry... abit sick also of the food lucky is a small serving only... haixx... said i should go find food and i'm still here siaaa....

8:45 AM

haixx.. tmr will be another lonely day.... whyy? whyy?? so sian...one week got 2 days not with ghost and machine gunn....siann... wanna get some sleep but didnt sleep much... watch the sky turn dark.. went to eat but kinda no appetite it's been days already... haixx...den go eat apple... den not the taste i like.. ate two piece den dont feel like eating le...cant wait for friday siaa.... ice skatee =D hope got people go tgt...if not like only three of us...abit not funn although i said even if no one goes i'll go myself...dunno whats happening to my ear... kinda itchy... den turn redd siaa... haixx... one more thing... but i forgot what i wanna say... siann.. just because my sis talked to meeee......

7:43 PM

literally stoning at my laptop....star-ing blindly... dunno what to do...lying in my bed doing nothing...absolutely nothing....

8:18 PM

haixx... it happened again... already pretend so much.... felt disgusted...

7:06 PM

rmb what i gonna say just now... sunday went out with mum.. got knock on my leg cause i stupid... den got scratch... now got blue-black siaaa... ok thats all... gonna be late if i dont leave in 10min time...

10:53 AM

haixx... hope today will not be the annoying day i starting to hate... will be abit lonely today... haixx...its better for me if they leave me alone... talk about yesterday... i was on bus.. asleep... head down la... den suddenly the uncle brake siaa... den idk why my head went back and knock the bar... hope no one sees it...not really painful... just abit paisae... haixx.. den didnt sleep until i reach the next stop... siann 1/2 i forgot what i wanna say sia... dont feel like blogging le.. haixx.. sian day... feel like eating tom yam ramen... =D MiGoreng for brunch today..haixx.. nothing better to eat siaa... just fill my stomuch... i'm hungry!!!!

10:05 AM

SMALL POST REQUESTED =D

12:19 AM

super bored now.. no one to talk to... super sian... people in my house is a nuisance... but cant help it... they come every sunday... just bought my contacts today from an actual shop not online...i want to be alone but people came fan me... so idiots... den idk den go ask bro... so whats the point in asking me when in the end will ask my bro... weirdos... rather not talk to them... den came in another... i dont let them see i blogging although go online can see le.. but its kinda frozen here so they wont come ba... irritating idiots.. arhhh... so fan....emo-ing ba...ohh ya my contacts... first time put the correct way.. for me cannot anyhow put the contacts...must see lines den put... somemore my eye super dry.. just now i use like abit pain... sian 1/2 again... no one to talk to... dont wannt talk to anyone...wondering whats a hair gule... why so many names for the products de .... haixx... get lost la!!! realyy idiots... food is like a need to me but i'm sick of eating... idk why... im just sick of it... all the food makes me sick.... but i have to eat... it seems like im eating lesser than usual... forgot what i wanna say just now... who's that opening my door again... get lostt!!!!! hahas... nv talk to them when they come in... they thought im angry... haixx..acutally i am.. just abit... cousin very funny... cause today suppose to meet up to take contacts tgt.. den she nv come... den i nv talk to her since just now... den she thought i was angry with her and she said sorry to me... maybb i shld just go to bed....

8:31 PM

ABOUT MEE... from facebook =D

Birthday: 11/24/1990

Color: Crimson
Adjectives: enterprising
Strengths: Courage,Savvy
Humor: Sarcastic
Career: Fashion
Personality:: Impulsive and unpredictable - you are awesome to be around as no one knows what exactly to expect! You keep your friends guessing and entertained with your unique perspective on everything around you! Different in every sense of the word, you are widely loved and respected

Birthday meaning
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love, Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Strengths
Charming and romantic.

Weaknesses
Irascible and easily stirred up to strong love or bitter hatred, jealous and envious.

Best jobs
Social work, show arts, painting and communication.

12:40 AM

was out with mum today...went to jurong point to walk cause heard that the mall is kinda new... den we wanted to go make the cake last time so we ask them to do... first time she allow us to waste money on smth she thinks it's not worth it... hahas.. have funn with fat sis and made this... kinda ugly.. hahas...

forgot to say about smth... hahas... on my way back home from school today... i was thinking want i want to do on my birthday... although it is so long later... actually i have a class mate same bday as me... some people want it also cannot.. but i kinda dont like it..hahas.. like it'snot my day anymore... it's our day... last year was the first year my birthday fall on a school day... but it's like the other non school day... celebration was earlier than the actual day... and is my other friend bday den we celebrate tgt...on the actual day was like so sian... continue to what i'm saying about my bday.... was thinking that the whole day will be like an outing.. but sure is school day.. already sian 1/2.... i wanted it to be real funn and dirty.. like all my friends will play like mad... thats what i always wanted... like kinda dirty den go home... play water or what... play until real mad was the point.. hahas... am i mad? somehow ba.... wonder when that day will come... haixx... play water fountain also can sia... haixxx.... sian 1/2... hope on my bday that day the timetable will be a short day...

TOO FULL TOO MUCH FOOD -.-''

10:11 PM

what a day... huiqi 放飞机man... was so lonely and lost during CCNA... thanks for others that helped... so suey i must configure the router... with i started... blank brain... seat there dunno what to do and lost... when i finish configuring it it's kinda easy...i think it's the lecture not easy for me only... and the long hours in school... maybe it's the time table's fault... haixx... reached home and felt hungry... no food... sad... maid never cooks for lunch if we didnt say... now dunno where is she... today lucky cousin never come... if not i'll be like so fan also...yesterday my bro gave us one bar of soap each... it's kinda nice cause he nv ask us to pay... let us try first... hahas....haixx...i go find food le....

1:33 PM

feeling tired now...really want to sleep... haixx... itchy eyes makes me wanna just go to bed... how can i survive with this... really want to drop ccna.. ir maybe it's just an excuse.. but i'm really not as hard working as before... but i'm still fearing of presentation as ever... why do i need to do this :(... super shagg... today went to watch uninvited... not a really nice show compared to what i've watched so far... cant wait for the show blood to show... it's about vampire i think... saw dbsk on cathay's wide screen... it was damn cool... if they were really there.. i'll be OMG-ing... sian...

12:23 AM

today was kinda fun day... only for half a day... where this malay guy can say is my friend just cant rmb his name... was so funny cause kenneth was teaching him chinese... which is fake de... den he just say what he teach...
example:
我裤子有大便。
he told him that is "i'm wearing a long pants."

he was like screaming and shouting across the lecture hall. he knew that kenneth was lying to him... he shouted teacher kenneth want to niao niao... we was like laughing like mad... really funny guy... he keep saying how bad his life was...20 years of bad luck...every time de...hilarious... the rest half day was tiring... super tired... i'm afraid about the com skills tmr... must present i think i'm gonna do bad again... i've been thinking what i thought this morning... on the way home... many thoughts came by... was just wondering shld i just give up one thing and go for the other.. compared to other people i'm taking lessons like 6hrs extra each week... including saturday.. but giving up now like cannot le...
was thinking of what they say today... it's what they think only... why they must say until like that... i already told them the other person say about me i already dont like le... hope they dont anyhow say...

my bro ask me use the soap makes my face so dry that it is peeling... sister say she searched online and it said it's normal... after afew days new skin le... wondering if it's true.. shall trust my brother... now i'm waiting for grp member to online to discuss tmr CS de things... our game like not suitable for one of our friend... wondering wondering wondering...

7:30 PM

my friend remind me that i have a blog...maybe i shld use it for now... think he will not come back so fast... yesterday just got my FTT passed hope that i can pass my PT asap...my brother dunno doing what business.. kinda like trader that kind... selling soap- bar kind den like so x he let me and fat sis use it kinda guinea pig feel.. hahas... woke up by fat sis... cause she's home from school early today.. like 8:30.. where small sis just started school... woke up by her noisiness.. been thinking on my bed for like 20min... den decided i shld put the things in here... haixx..hope i wont late just because i was bloging.. hahas... ah ma scold me just because i sigh too much at home... i'm hungry... abit random..nvm maybe i shld prepare to go to school le... cause i feel that i'm already late.. cant communicate well with some classmates...kinda feel irritated giving useless ideas for project.. huiqi thinks so too... so dont say i bad bad.. if anyone sees this..

i was thinking like maybe clever people will read this part of the blog...but it's kinda obvious... cause there's kinda big space below... maybe i shld make it not so fake... what to do?

kinda stressed up the past few day for no reason... maybe i cant do that kind of competition stuff.. and go back to my normal... happy-go-lucky lifestyle... maybe i will not be so stressed... nothing i've learn this sem get into my brain yet.. kinda scared for cmaths permutation and choose thingy... other then this... idk if what she say is true... dunno is a big thing or just a minor thing... to me maybe big... i think... hope i dont think about it... to me i feel that it is half true... kinda just feel it.. maybe they gave me the feel... maybe i was just thinking too much..kinda like feel like huiqi thinks that it's true.. kinda paisae if anyone knew.. haixx... the little secret in me:)

TOMORROW WILL BE ANOTHER HAPPY DAY =)

9:27 AM