feeling moody since evening... i keep thinking and thinking... idk why... this is negative thoughts i'm gonna say first... i was thinking... why be tgt when all we do is text-ing each other.. it's like the first time and i dont like the feeling.. i feel like it's gonna end up the same way real soon... but come to think of it... it feels worse than first time... meal tgt feels like a sin... where's the point? i wonder...