Thursday, August 27, 2009
kinda of miss-ing my friends.. not sure why.. maybe im feeling lonely now.. really stressed up.. not because of exams.. because of wss.. again . . projects already hand up.. teacher make us rework.. exam haven finish teacher ask us go back school do.. now i have to cancel my driving lessons for it.. talking about driving lessons.. my dad kept asking when will i get my driving license?? super stressed up.. arghh!! maybe i should really quit.. take my steps smaller.. i dont need to climb so high.. i think im afraid.. next sem will change class le.. may no longer be in same class as my jie mei-s... i kept thinking.. i'll be lonely in the new class.. all alone.. no one to depend on anymore.. i really need someone to depend on.. haixx.. im useless.. not independent type.. scared of this scared of that.. if im all alone.. i dunno how i can carry on to study.. if i dont uds who can i ask.. if project problem.. who i can refer to? haixx.. why do i have to choose? i hope the path just laid there and i'll walk and keep walking.. hate to choose.. thats why i dont do the choosing.. always ask people to choose but i always says dont want.. what do i really wants? i dont know also.. i think i'm lost.. real lost.. dunno where i belong anymore.. missed my pals.. but all gone.. sooner or later.. nvm... doesnt matter... no one cares.. im by myself.. got to sleep. tired.. talking rubbish.. dont mind me =. =
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