haixx.. in the morning trying to study.. sit at the sofa den my mum sit next to me.. i was thinking why she sit next to me.. i wanna walk away from her.. i cant concentrate.. den i stop studying when i haven start.. after that my siblings go in her room.. sat there and watch tv.. she ask.. want to see ah gong not? if dont want maybe cannot see le.. den i cant stop myself and burst into tears.. ran into my room and cry.. haixx.. why did she say that.. both my sis still dunno how bad the situation is.. haixx... think my ah ma sit there the whole night le never go home... haixx.. we just back only now my mum ask my dad to go again.. my dad never sleep until... haixx... hope i can concentrate tmr!!! IP die le ba...