Tuesday, August 11, 2009
hahas... got that dream again..it's kinda blurred now that i cant really rmb what really happens...it's not like it's bad..but it's kind of im not suppose to dream about it anymore.. its kind of like the first one i got but i think is different plot.. hahas... i rally think the Proverb is true....
[日有所思，夜有所梦] which means
[That which one thinks about during the day, is what one is likely to dream about at night.]
i think about it when im day-dreaming.. think about it when im watching tv with kinda same scene.. i think about it when someone says the same thing.. i think about it when im about to go to sleep.. it just happens.. it pops up.. and there's nothing i can do :(
felt kinda lonely this few days.. today is kinda worse cause sis all go school.. worse part is my hateful cousins are coming again.. i cant study at all with them here... why do they always come to my house.. my mum had enough.. we do too.. mum says someday they will come take over our things if we got too close to them.. im just playing with kids.. haixx.. but my ah ma also too much.. we ren for so long le.. sunday mum angry with her.. cause my maid already cook smth for us in the morning.. den my mum called home.. maid out.. ah ma answers.. mum wanted to buy mac for us.. den she called home to ask.. ah ma always that kind dont want waste food.. but guess what she did.. because of the kids, she asked my mum to buy extra set.. when mum came home.. she saw food and got mad.. if she knows got food she will not buy mac le.. but because my ah ma says so she bought it.. one extra for the kid.. den evening that time we wanted to cut hair.. told ah ma about it and wanted to leave.. ah ma say cannot cut hair dunno why.. den mum got mad and kind stomp off.. mum was like grumbling things happen in the morning and now cut hair she also must care arhh.. after we cut hair we go walk walk in the shopping mall.. den eat.. when eating.. mum keeps nagging and scolding about what happen that day.. and the past.. talks about the mahjoong people which always play mahjoong at my house.. talks about the increase of electric bills.. the mahjoong people also irritating siaa.. my parents never play they still play at our house.. everytime de.. we not at home they just come and play like our house is some kinds of gambling den.. sunday is the day we always cant study cause they will always be there.. so super noisy.. fully packed house.. if never book place must sit on the floor siaa..
den bro brought his friends over also.. everytime do work until morning.. den that day i sleeping in my room he keeps opening my room door.. thanks to sis she cover me with her blanket.. if not i dunno what his friend see man.. im dead asleep.. stupid bro why keep opening my room door.. his friends come keep using my things.. my dolphin.. my dove shampoo and conditioner... OMG i think of it again.. the theme park scene.. haixx.. i dunno what to say le..
hope today TF never sms to go school.. im too lazy to do so.. guess i'll study at home today with the noisy kids.. cant stand.. forgot to mention.. i broke my everyday routine today again.. i forgot to put hot water in my first cup of water everyday..when i have one mouthful.. it feels kinda wrong.. den i go add hot water :D.. wahh type so long my water cold again..zzzz...
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