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Friday, August 28, 2009

dad side: 爷爷(aka yeye) 奶奶(aka mama)
mother side: 公公(aka ah gong) 婆婆(aka ah ma)

today went out for dinner.. took a long time before the dinner actually is been eaten.. half way thru my mum got a call.. my ah gong got stroke i think... den my father suddenly talks about my yeye when he got stroke that time was at home.. he was calling for my dad saying his arm cannot move.. he wants to go to the toliet.. that was during dinner time.. after dinner parents brought us the kids home and they went to the hospital to see my ah gong

at home.. when i went to bath.. i suddenly think of my yeye who past away a long time ago.. i miss him so much.. come to think if it i think he's the one who cares me the most.. haixx..crying now.. nvm i shall continue.. now i only can rmb the bits and pieces of memories of him.. those memories is when i'm very small.. before i even go to school i think.. wahh 3 years old.. i got a photo where i took at my very first home i live in.. my yeye that time haven stroke yet.. all the memories with him when i was little.. i only rmb me and him.. where's my brother then? i cant rmb :D... haixx.. i miss my yeye.. when he past away, i didnt let out a tear.. i dont know why.. but when i thinks of him today... i feel super sad.. why suddenly i miss him?? i dont know.. arghh... really miss him noww.. haixx..

photo i took..when i was 3 rmb my yeye is right below the stair case..
this shirt was my favourite when im small...



think i'll go visit my ah gong with my brother later...

11:37 PM

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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret self,
A teenage girl with an empty heart.

Move forward,
And study hard,
A healthy lifestyle,
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