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Sunday, July 12, 2009

no specific toipc today... just thought why would people need to wake up.. it's so tiring... dont feel like waking up just now... but i have no choice... it's so boring lying down... after you wake up you still have to go wash up.. so ma fan... if not it's so dirty... haixx... lots of work to do before you can go out or fully awaken... not sure if i shld go back to play dragonica... since i stopped for so many days i got no urge to play it... cause others lvl is increasing and i've stop there for llike a few days which i can lvl up like 6 lvl or smth... cause laptop crash halfway while i was playing.. i'm so scared... now that i got my laptop back i lose my projects... idiots... i'll have to do it again... i shld have taken the project out of the vmware after every work so as to not lose it... but nothing i can do to change the fact le... have to redo.. and i dont have the time... talking about time... coming wed is the day the end of the competition.. wanted to ask my friends whether we shld give up since we haven hand up our particulars and we haven finish it... talk about sleeping... always wanted to stay overnight at people's house.. cause i think is kinda funn.. but always i cant cause dad dont like... that was this once i stay over at friend's house.. this once.. we had funn talking and all fell asleep... talking about this i rmb another time i stayed overnight i cause of school event... half of our class stayed overnight at one of our friend house.. we practice dance for our school musical... and 10 of us slept on the same room... can say bed... you cant imagine how we sleep... it looks funny and my whole body aches.. and i dont dare to move about... scared i wake the rest up... we slept for a few hours b4 we went to the venue where we performed... our class sucked at it... our class was broke into 2 groups.. and the first grp went up and the sang super soft.. cause it's a 90 hours music marathon.. we cant have songs stopping.. they got scolded and we have to be louder... it's really a 90 hour music marathon non-stop... at night if you go there there's still people singing... why have this event you thought.. just because my school is 90 years old :D.. hahass.. thats all... and students have to sing over night...worse thing is... after little sleep.. and my performance... i got cca... photography... i have to stay there got like another 2-4hrs to take photo.. den i saw my art teacher.. which is a japanese... she brought her whole family there.. wearing kimono and all.... her kids was cute :D.. and if i nv rmb wrongly the whole family sang too... hahas.. then there was this timing where teachers brought their child,babies on stage.. everytime we went there we will go buy sweets siaa.. cause last time only got there got candy empire...

dad just came back form work.. he worked overnight siaa... now he wants to sleep on my bed cause my room cold.. --> aircon still on... my two sis inside sleeping siaa... pigg... so late le still dont want wake up... ask my dad to bathe b4 lying on my bed.. hope he doesnt squash my stuff on the bed... mum went out to eat.. think with my other grandma and aunts... go eat big bowl porridge... as for me.. my maid's out.. and i got nothing to eat.. worse thing is i'm hungry.. maybe ask my ah ma help me cook kuea... hahas.. shld i ask now or later when my sis wakes up.. den can ask her cook tgt.. of not must cook double times... at this time my small cousins shld be coming soon... so ma fan to take care of them.. just because of their father bu zhen qi and the mother have to work.. 'always says work but dunno where she goes'... theirs father's an idiot.. can look for my dad for money when he can go work for himself... worse thing is he had a china mistress.. and his wife tou kau us... now my mum had to pay for their debts.. thats why my mum hates them... the baby is super scared of my mum.. when my mum look at her she goes quiet and look down like she'd done smth wrong.. she's just a baby like 3 years old now... she knows that when my mum is home she cannot make too much noise... unless got people make her.. kind of hate their family too.. come disturb my life.. when want use com they will come interrupt.. den my dad help them who help us.. last time my dad almost bankrupt that time all run away.. now my dad business better le all come ask for help.. even his brother ran away siaa.. den my dad help his brother den we suffers... no school money.. or say late.. cause my dad help my idiot uncle... my mum ask me take money from dad.. cause she says he got alot money give people you go take from him la... but when the time come when i really need it she gave me :D... i was like ask for what.. den she says dont want arh.. den she wanted to keep it den i stop her and take from her :D.. she's really not scarey and everyone's afraid of her... den she buy things always ask my opinion.. like clothes... i will always suan her de... like she ask me nice or not i sure say not nice... i told her lots of times she ask me i sure say not nice.. den she still asks.. told her before if want ask den give me choose which one i think best.. like she choose a few den i tell her which one better... if not she will buy none... and ytd mum bought her cake she always wanted to buy more than a year ago.. she always sees the cake and walked away cause it's expensive for a cake this small... now got offer and it's 19 bucks... the cake is still as small :D.. maybe i shld go eat her cake now.. super hungry :D... trying to dl all my need programs need for school... got one i waited super long and i dl the wrong one...zzz....


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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret self,
A teenage girl with an empty heart.

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