Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i've got lots to say
but i dunno where to start
mixture of feelings
lots and lots of them
throat's not getting better
not enough water intake
something's really wrong with me
but i'm not sure what is it
many thoughts came thru my mind
while i'm on my way home
can i make a change
so i'll be a better person
why am i always pretending
telling lies i asked myself
excuses and excuses came out
"it's just a way of protecting myself and not hurting others" i thought
memories from the past came into my mind
real bad and real good ones
friends that i once had seemed so far away
maybe it's my fault i told myself again
too much feelings i'm confused myself
i dunno what to say
is the world better if we're not here i thought
much more carefree lesser conflicts
wouldn't it be better?
why am i so emotional
i hope no one ask
cause i'm always like that
even when i didnt notice
hope everything will be better
i'm being random again
something's really wrong with me
i hope no one ask.
5:41 PM
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