Monday, July 27, 2009
i'm trying real hard for everything but my mind doesnt want to do it.. really feel like quitting wss and ccna.. and focus on my studies and jap for next sem plus the funn i missed this sem.. never studied so hard ever in my life before i guess.. but feel like im kinda slacking in ploy... the reason i want to score well --> during first sem i scored real well.. for me la i feel is the best siaa.. cause i think after primary 2 i never score A anymore.. so when i saw i can score well i think why i dont want to score well? but now i feel like it's too tiring to keep studying when i dunno how to apply it in real life.. and what i learn is what i forgot..zzz... so like no point...
want to forget but it still float somewhere in my mind..
the more i see her the more i hate her.. the fake face she had on her.. her heart is not as pure.. it just disgust me... yuck.. and i see her almost every single day.. what to do? i wanna quit!! i dont wanna see her anymore!! dunno why i just wanna hate her for life.. when ever she whisper with her friend i think she's saying smth bad.. and i hate seeing her expression like that.. eeee....
i'm bad :(
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