Friday, July 3, 2009
always wanted to blog but i'm too lazy to do so... alot of things happen... got extra a week holiday i thought but actually the week is kinda bad cause there's lots to do and to finish... by today some more.. lolss... den i still blogging siaa..zzz.... started a game dragonica something like mapple but i think more fun cause got people teach me how to play and the graphic like 3d de can move front and back den walk pass the "monsters" will not get hit.. also unlike maple la.... kinda moody today... dunno why also... actually woke up at 8 plus den really wanna wake up do work le but i snooze until like 2 hours passed... kinda wasted siaa... every morning when i bursh teeth idk why got this reflection time for myself.. suddenly will think of it whenever i brush my teeth.. kinda werid huh... ytd's theme was about socialisation... wanted to blog ytd but same was lazy.. today different cause lazy to start work... think i finish slacking le den i start... back to topic... ytd's socialisation... hmm.. what did i think of... ohh ya... about people... i realise whenever i met someone "new" they will be under my "i hate them list"... after we communicate they will be like "not so bad list"... den people i can be open with is "i love them and care about them list".. kinda funny huh...den people i talk online i kinda open to them de.. but they are not in any list... cause when i really met them i cannot be open... that's ytd's topic... today same kinda same topic siaa... siann stm cannot rmb... ermmmm...what my sis say is true siaa... i cannot rmb things in short term longer de i can depending on what things.. i think not impt de i can rmb impt de i cannot.. hate this brain of mine... hope i can change with someone will long term memory... still cant rmb siaa... oohh yaaa.. rmb le... faster jot down later i forgot again.... ermmm....ohh.. about friends... i feel like i kinda loner now... holiday stay at home study and watch videos... no one to go out with.. even my best friends... maybe i'm really too lazy to do so.. how can i be like that siaa... i play alone i study alone i eat alone i watch tv alone... maybe i'm autistic... like khim khim.. at times... today damn warm.... stay at home also very hot... tied my hair today.. look super funny and i dont like.. but who cares.. no one around... i'm a LONER :D.. maybe i like it... idk also.. i dont uds myself siaaa...so stupid hor.. the hard part about tying my hair is.....i cant find the rubber band... lOLSss... i know my both sis and mum got... i go lend from them (w/o permission) cannot find siaa.... den i ask maid also dunno.. den got this drawer my maid always anyhow put things inside de i so see alot of thingss siaaa... den rubber band hair clips pen pencil all that can find in there.. whenever we cannot find things we need go there sure can find de.... suddenly think of my weight siaa... i go measure... weighing machine abit spoil spoil siaa.. think no batt le... first time weigh like 47.8 second and third like 48.2... -.-''...but better that time i keep eating snack and supper all that 49 plus siaa almost 50 AGAIN.. dunno why i cant get below 47 and above 51... my range jumps around there niaa... let x be the r.v that i'm going to weigh.. 47>x>51 is my weight... next time idk my weight den need put in form den i write like that the best...hahas.. enough of chatting i go pee eat abit den start work le... wasted like 35min plus to write this...zzz..... have to finish ex3 by today!! jia you!!
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