arh!!!! my dad ask me in the room again... thinking - will it change for the better? - i ask myself....he talk to me and actually he is dun feel safe that i go alone...he said "if you like them just buy their cd... if you wanna go for their concert just buy the vcd...y obsess with idols?" haix... now i feel so bad he sick i still like that... he ask if my mum wanna go den go together i must give him 2 weeks to consider... if he agrees i can go if he dun, i can't... now is 50-50 chance i can go or not.... haix... hope this year my birthday will be the happiest birthdy of my life... arh!!!! having headache now...