__ these memories..

today is a tired day... still waiting for my planner to come... stupid auntie... hate her mans... i've been calculating the things i wants... i found out that the auntie charge more... den is the michinkorean so buy from yesasia is the best but the saddest thing is i don't have the card to buy the things.... -sobbing- how long must i wait for their concert in singapore?????

got my locker today... dun need bring so many books around anymore...YAY!!!! and i'm sad cause huiyu told me got promotion for the hp i want... i've been waiting for soooo sooo long la... the next day i go den no more promotion le... den huiyu tell me is only one day[she go check again]... so sad right... this few days my y=tummy is feeling very funny dunno what's happening to me... haixx.... mayb i just happen to eat the wrong food... not my tummy starts to hurt le... it's at the side... haixx

got lots of homework to do everyday... no time to really relax... except on saturday or sunday sometimes... i can just watch tv the whole day and tdo nothing la... den dun even feel hungry... sian must do two chapters of zhuo ye..haixx.gtg le...-do zhuo ye-...sians...

ohh ya must mention... i saw huiyu's ERU yesterday he kinda shuai but i think next time i saw him i'll ask who he is... can't seem to remember people if i only see them once... just like dbsk.. at first they just look exactly alike... now not at all... i always have them mixed up hahas... really had to go buaz...

dbsk hwaiting !!
And HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

4:53 PM

lol... i'm trying to get lighter by eating less.... but... when i got home.... dun noe what happen i totally forgot about it and i ate my sis's fattening food.... lols.... gonna kill her...

4:49 PM

you're obstructing my way... go away....this is to the person i hate but i won't tell who.... she is irritating and i wanna cry le... haix... don't wanna talk about it anymore... haixx art is so stressful people say what... do painting easier... but i just can't paint!!! haix... so i'm doing papercut... on lunch break... haixx.. talking about that i'm feeling very hungry.... but i'm gonna eat only tonight... want to buy lots of dbsk stuffs add together is $322 lol.... can just think mans... haixx... i think i'm gona just buy one hahas... but it'll also cost tons for me... feeling broke already..... sians.... when will they come?? i'm still waiting

dbsk hwaiting!!!
go! junsu...
i'm waiting for you hero
remain cute max
don't cut your hair any shorter micky
stay healthy uknow

4:24 PM

ahhh!!! soo sains.... tummy ache and eye half hurt half itchy dunno what's happening to me... so sian...waiting for my planner but i think i'm not gonna writ on it lols... just buy and look only... wants to finish watching my 'bad family' show... got heechul but he inside like abit extra den oso very little come out... huiyu they all wants me to go buy new year clothes with them...lol den mum say sunday wanna go buy.... sians... bai jia le is real nice la... watching it now... read the e pop halfway... hahas lots of dbsk...yay!!!

happy belated birthday junsu
happy early birthday hero

dbsk hwaiting!!!

8:14 PM

i hate everything of it!!! i hate thursday... i hate my cca... i hate it!!! today so what lar... i just go round round the school looking for my cca people and i don't know where to go... the school so big... den i walked everywhere... just to look for my cca.. but can't find them.... so fareup lar... den later huiyu house meeting end le den we go for cca but they say end le some more i'm counted as not present there... dunno what's gonna happen next!!! i hate everything of my school!!! i'm gonna hate thursday from now on... even though i end school at 1:20 i can't even go home!!!cause i got cca!!! even if don't have i also can't go home early.... i either got remedial or must wait till 2 den can go out of school.... and art many people wanna drop art cause if we drop it we got lots of time to studey other subjects like school day got 5 period to study other subject and it's like 200 minutes equal to 3hours and 20 minutes per week la... some more at home do research and all? much more time is wasted and i know i can't score for art... really starting to hate the whole school and my school life!!!! can't stand it anymore... i'm not sure but i don't feel that i can trust anyone anymore... i'm feeling super duper sad and angry and many more... what can make me feel better??????????? i think i'm mad!!!

5:00 PM

was busy lately and now too... doing lit homework.. sians... tmr going out with clique after school... later i'll be taking a look at jubs new blog skin... hahas.. and esther's blogg.. just now my grandma keep sccolding the tv the people... so loudly la and irritating!!!

5:02 PM

yay.. next week school time table cut short abit only... but i'm happy bout it...

6:57 PM

Warning!!! never eat my school's chicken noodles!!! my sis eat it and felt sick the whole day...she came home and throw up.... the sound was like water gushing down from the tap... some more she vomit in the basin la... dunno if i can stand the smell when i wanna brush my teeth...lol... she said last year she also eat it den also don't feel well... now she's feeling better(after throwing up)...

6:15 PM

found this in forum!!!

it's a really long article and i add several things i know about this, coz i've reading article lyk dis for a million times... i've always want to share this to everyone so i make myself to translate this even now is midnight and i didnt sleep well last night...i have to share this with you guys coz it's really important for me and for all of TVXQ fans... for u guys who dunno who LeeSooMan is, he is d'owner of SM Ent.

H.O.T
In H.O.T generation! LeeSooMan (LSM) really pissed off to HEEJUN, the leader of HOT, and wanted him to knee down as an apology. But KANGTA replaced his best friend to knee down and beg LSM to forget about everything. This was bcoz LSM didn't give appropriate salary for HOT from so much money they had made and when they asked for it, he became more a jerk by telling HEEJUN to knee down and apologize to him!Then JAEWON, WOOHYUK, TONY had a press conference announcing they will leave SM Ent., but later they are told that they are leaving HOT by SM.Hearing this, all fans became pissed off, really hurt, sued SM Ent., asking LSM to gather HOT back together again, but it's a impossible thing to do. The way they choose to leave SM Ent. is a right choice.Once SM lost their 3 big stars, he won't let KANGTA and HEEJUN to leave, in fact he made them to appear as in solo career in different color of music, if you think about it then you'll know why. (to get more profit and money) Poor KANGTA and HEEJUN can only stay in SM.Once where HEEJUN's fans were sleeping in front of his house, his mom suddenly came out crying and shouted: "Please help HEEJUN!" That devil LSM!!!The other 3members that leaving SM started to make a new group called JTL and they gave everybody a new hope. But that devil LSM warned every television and any other media, if they make JTL appear on their show, he won't let his company's singer appear on that show again! Poor JTL can only hanging on and work hard, KANGTA bravely helped JTL in their promotion and it was success.If there's a word of 'success', LSM cannot do anything except biting his finger. So when JTL held their concert, he didnt let KANGTA to go to watch their concert, but KANGTA still went anyway, that makes him being yelled by LSM.Now, all of HOT oppa are in solo career. But as long as their relationship is still good, I dun care about it anymore...I become understand why LEEJAEWON always getting so afraid whenever HOT fans begged them to get back together in SM company... poor JaeWon oppa, he's my fave member in HOT...

Shinhwa
Shinhwa generation!The thing that made ANDY hurt was also caused by that jerk LSM!Fans saw ANDY went into SM building, but when he went out from the building, he suddenly have to wear a mask to cover his face. LSM explained it was bcoz ANDY wasnt be careful and hit a wall! Bullshit, who would believe that? If he hit a wall, how come it coincidently hurt him on the lips?After then, LSM kicked ANDY out of his company. I believe it must be bcoz of ANDY did something that caused LSM doesnt feel happy or something.Luckily! Shinhwa's each member relationship are so good! So when LSM kicked ANDY out of his company, all of Shinhwa's member decided to move to a new company since their contract with SM Ent. was also about coming to the end.When they decided to move to GOOD Ent. then LSM make it into a bigger problem to make it hard for Shinhwa. He sued Shinhwa for not using the group name 'Shinhwa' if they really wanted to move to another company. He even took this problem to the court but finally Shinhwa won the case. He just throwing his money for the court and got nothing.At this point i think, why didnt HOT oppa did the same thing earlier?Shinhwa who moved to GOOD Ent. still exist until now, it's almost 8 years.8 years, it's not so easy! 8 years of their hard work are already admitted, make them always feel touched and cried on the stage. If they didnt move to GOOD Ent, maybe we won't hear Shinhwa again nowadays as it was broke up by LSM.Now every member of Shinhwa are busy with their own solo career, making their fans starting to worry that Shinhwa will break up.But Shinhwa told to their fans club, Lavender Princess: "Solo career is not breaking up!" and it makes their fans not too worry so much about it anymore.Even though time for them being together is getting less, but they never get their fans feel dissapointed. Coz when they are on their own work, they still always remember that they are still the part of Shinhwa.In 2002 Mnet and Seoul Daesang Award, it was already known and decided by the judge that Shinhwa will receive the Daesang Award, even BoA know about this!But on that day, LSM told Mnet and Seoul Daesang: "Dont give the awards to Shinhwa, but give it to BoA who is working abroad now coz her popularity in her own country is getting down as she isnt here." So the award was given to BoA. - How much did he pay for them to give BoA those awards which arent really hers?After the ceremony award finished, HyeSung who were really pissed off kicked a table in the backstage and he even couldnt help to yell in bad words, and he cried on the other award ceremony. Junjin make a promised while he kicked something to express his anger: "SM will never have another chance to break us..."

TVXQ
TVXQ is another evil plan prepared by LSM to get more money.If any of you guys were fans of HOT then you must have noticed that TVXQ actually really resembled HOT in each member. JaeJoong is like MoonHeeJun who is calmly lead the vocals in almost every songs. Xiah Junsu is like Kangta who has a clear voice with amazing vibra. U-Know YunHo is like JangWooHyuk, the member who is best at dancing. Micky Yoochun is like Tony An who lived in US for many years and good in english. While Choikang Changmin is like LeeJaeWon, the youngest but also the tallest member who stay quiet on the side and let other talk. Believe me about this last one! Both of Changmin and JaeWon oppa are the youngest member but also the tallest member and they both also so quiet!That devil LSM! Once Micky cried when they performed on a stage then LSM yelled at him for crying. When DongWan of Shinhwa accidently saw this, he immediately called other members of Shinhwa, told them to accompany Micky and comfort him not to anymore. If he didnt do that, maybe LSM will do something worst on Micky.Once TVXQ did a bad performance, LSM locked each members in a room and dun let them eat for a whole night!He even think about kicking JJ out of the group and wanted to pair Xiah with BoA with a group called "Double-A" or something like that!Fans who really care about them dunno wat to do. Coz LSM is a jerk! Who knows what will happened to TVXQ if they do something to against him.He forced Max to change his hairstyle, that in fact make him 10 years older than his real age. He explained it bcoz he think Max is still too young, so he should be looked more mature!And he even forced U-Know to pulled his rabbit's teeth and replace them with a new shiny and organize teeth in an operation! OMG! I cant forgive this! His previous rabbit's teeth was so cute!TVXQ oppa, in this short time, you guys should also do the same thing with Shinhwa oppa, move to GOOD Ent.! Even though SM helped you guys paying your education fee and life's need, but he also doesnt aprreciate you guys as a human being!TVXQ oppa, didnt you say that you all really admire of Shinhwa oppa as your senior?GOOD Ent helped them once, so they definitely will help you guys too!

I'm agree with the idea of suggestion for TVXQ to move to GOOD Ent. coz they helped HOT too... therefore they will be happier there i think...

credit - uknow baidubar + TVfXQ_Family
trans credit - hanwoncherr

HATES LeeSooMan FOREVER!!!!! HE IS A FREAKING JERK!!!

7:09 PM

today feels long... wanted to study with clique but today like choose the wrong topic... stop early and went shopping... buying things from popular... looking at the price of the phone i want... lol... no promotion le.. so what.. now waiting for CNY to see if hab any promotion for my phone... elsie say she wants to buy the same phone as me.. but i chose it first and jubs and huiyu can be my witness... so elsie cannot buy... muahahahas... later i think i'm not ganna serve the net aand concentrate reading my lit book... look interesting but bo time to read...hahas.. only an excuse...lol... today must at least read 1/4 of the book which means...bout 271 divided by 4 bout 68 pages... but think i'm not ganna make it... but it's my goal...

dsbk pls come to singapore!!!! i'm waiting...

6:38 PM

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?
Xiah Junsu He's a cutie. You're so lucky he likes you. He's so funny, adorable, and kid-like. If you love to laugh, he'll make you laugh. You will absolutely love the fact that he likes you.
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8:26 PM

today is tuesday... she is so mad about it that she ask me to on the 4d for tmr's winnings... it's tmr leas.... sooo into it lo....she thinks i got super powers arh to on future 4d no. for her so she can win...lol...

8:10 PM

lol... although no homework but i got lots of things to do.. very very busy... now then got time to post...lol... the next post dunno when can post... today i came right home.. going into the forum to do things.... tried to sent messages to members but i tried lots of time still can't... den i add as friends one by one still can't...lol...so sian... so i decided to do it tmr... den trying to do research now... later watch 十兄弟 and some other vcds...lol...now still not in mood for studying... 100 per cent sure gonna fail... haix~ sian...

7:30 PM

my sotmach really hurts... wanted to shit but nothing came out... just bathe... don't feel like eating... ohh no...must wake my bro up now... wait.......burp! i'm back... and when i wake my bro up... he's already awake talking no the phone.. lol... i don't even know...hahas... while i'm bathing i was think what i wanna do after that... lol now go bai jia le lea...i really loves this show lots.... lol... come back to what i'm saying... i wanna go huiyu's blogg to look at the post... look of one of the moderator's mail from my fourm... do chinese homework...ask belinda to ask her friend bout the programme thing... to make blogg one.. (not sure whether true or not)... sians need to let my sis use now... i must remember what i wanna do later... if not sure forgot one... hahas

8:11 PM

lol... today damn tired 4 plus den can go home... but b4 that i went to hougang mall again...lol... spent 5bucks there..lol... suddenly my phone alarm rang... i think is for this morning one... just that i never see den put P.M. ...that's why morning never ring... thank god that it never ring in school...lol... so sian later must do chinese homework which i never finish and some english homework that's so chim... lol... drinking vitagen after eating the crispy chicken...lol... stomach hurts a little... sians... boring day!!!

6:29 PM

i was just organising my favourites and i went to another people's blogg and realise most of her idols is same as mine... some more is also from singapore one.. lol... idols like NewS.Kat-Tun.Dbsk. etc... lol... world is like soooo smalll smalll lo.... lol.. i'm getting excited for nothing.... lol... really thinks that the world is very small now... it's like a cycle... lol....

hwaiting DBSK.NewS.Kat-Tun. and all

5:27 PM

i'm really feeling stressful studying in this school... the timetable is way too unreasonable mans.... i really hate this idea... carrying my bags all around really don't make me feel well... i must like carry a burden all day and all around my school... i might hate school like that... lolx... and chinese teacher why must change... wu lao shi is good enough for me... i prefer her den mrs ding.... sians... won't feel happy even though i had this new school...lolx...

4:55 PM

i was trying to look for info of honga kanata and i found one of dbsk fan... she also like suju.ss501.shinwa and many many more of peeps i like... lol... den i was looking for tomoshisa yamashita(NewS) that act in one show with kamenashi kazuya(Kat-Tun) den i found that tomoshisa yamashita has a friend or say is the same band(not sure) acted in 1 litre of tears(another show that i loved)...lol.... they all was like sticked together some how....

hongo kanata(in prince of tennis)

hongo kanata(in NaNa)

kamenashi kazuya(top)

tomoshisa yamashita(bottom)

tomoshisa yamashita(cute right?) - kon~

not sure his name - from NewS(right)

1 litre of tears actor(left)- not sure his name too..

lol... loved honga kanata.tomoshisa yamashita.kamenashi kazuya - new member of my loved....

not forgetting Xiah.Hero.Micky.Max.Uknow (main)

and others... forgot who le...

6:21 PM

timetable is bad in our school i don't think i can take it... sooo sian.. some more the school i still not familiar yet... lols... the funniest one is that chinese we sec 5 and sec 4 express will be speperated into different classes... den my friend jubina and her sis(younger) got into the same class... den like lots of chinese name in the class sound like jubina ones... so she not sure if the teacher's calling her...can't remember what i wanna say if i remember i'll post...

3:24 PM

lol.... now school time goes up to 4 o'clock... so sian la... some more start at the same time... 7:25am usually is 1:45pm end one lors.... so sian.. some more no classroom... must run here run there.... sian thinking of school makes me feel bad.. and now i speak i can't pronounce properly lea... i'm scared... is something happening to me?

11:48 PM

although i said i regreted buying the stuffs... but now i think it's worth it... lol...hahas... the woman from the shop i don't really like her cause she touch people's thing without permission lo... some more she sell the things damn ex... and she never take care of the cds one... all the cds i bought the cover sure will got crack one... lols... she don't even care la... poster my friend got for one bucks i got it for four... just afraid i can't get it... lol... i'm kinda 從動 also lol... everytime see i like one never even think den i buy le... go home and regret lolxx...sians...

11:43 PM

she keep asking me to help her write 4d when i'm not free... and she always uses time when i watch shows... and i asked her to wait a while den she fed-up... lol... how can she b like that... don't really like her now... attitude change to worse... lol... got to get back to the video.. buaz...

8:56 PM

lol... spent sooo much money on dbsk stuff... not sure that if i know them is good or bad... lol... i like their songs n them but i'm spending way too much money on them...lol.... feel abit regreted after buying the stuffs.... lol...

8:51 PM

muahahaha 3 days to malaysia(genting) was a fun thrilling exciting happy sad angry and many many more...first time i felt like that..hahas i think is because all my cousins came along too and we are big enough to take care of ourself so the adults didn't follow along... hahas... too bad one is that i can't play arcade... cause i've no time..den the last day my bro dun let us go... cause he's the biggest among us.. lolx... and the worse was that many of us was sick with sore throat and flu.... haix... my grandma so what la... now i typing this den she ask me don't keep using the com... den u know what's her actual intension?? she wanna me to help her write 4d for last saturday and sunday leas... so what la.. irritating.. den later she complain about esther say she cannot abit den quarrel with her mum... den later cry... den my grandma was like screaming to me about that la...she was like sooo soooo soooo irritating... den later i help her check 4d from internet den she stop saying bout esther den suddenly her angry face kept smiling... she change sooo fast la.... lol... she only think bout her 4d..lol... dun say bout this le... continue to my genting stuff..
F I R S T D A Y - on my way to genting i watch 2 shows from one of the member of KAT-TUN hahas... i think i kinda like him le.. hahas...one was like drama den never watch finish... yepp.. den my mum sis(jolene) n me sit in the middle sits... den my other sis(jaslyn) sits at the back... den i was like so cramp la... me n jolene dun wanna move.. so my angry mum moved to the back sit with jaslyn... when we reached there all the dads went to sleep the children and mum and grandma and older aunt(lao gou -what we call her )went to bath... went for dinner den slept
S E C O N D D A Y - went to theme park was soo damn fun cause i rode two of the ride i never think i will ride in my life... one is like it will rose till so high that every thing was so tiny and small... den when i'm at the top i was like ohh shit ohh shit... den it went all most all the way down so quickly.. i can't seem to scream out den my uncle kept asking me to scream out la.. my other cousin(belinda) was like laughing.. i was lik ein tears.. cause it'll still go up half way and come down again... i'm already in tears and definately shaking with fear... when the ride ends i was like laughing lars... i was like soo happy that i finish this ride of my life i think i'm not ganna do it again... but i may!!! the other ride that i wanna say bout is something like roller coaster that turns 360 degrees but we was like lying down flat... it goes round and round... and i dare not open my eyes... hahas but it was fun.. i wanted to sit again cause this ride we must pay money den if we have the strip thingy we can sit for 5 times for 10 ringget if not 12 ringget for 1 ride... yepp... when i there i heard dbsk songs... my n esther was like soo happy... first song is you only love next is 'O' den was rising sun.. if i'm not wrong.. can't remember any more... hahas... den bout 4 to 5 we went indoors for lunch my dad and uncle was soo tired that they dun let us play more.. den we went back to the hotel... they slept we didn't we watch cubezero till the adults wake up... at night we went down with the mamas and i was made to take care of all the kids go ride indoors rides... my bro didn't even sit any ride this time... he was busy meddling with his new camera... before riding we went toilet den i was soo mad at the person in front of me... she brought 4 kids in the cubicle...den still talk on phone.... sooo many people went out le she still haben come out... i was like soo mad lar.... later i brought all the kids to ride in the indoor roller coaster.. it was kinda shorter than the last time.. not really fun they made i tlike that so shorter children could sit on it... den we went to the bumper car... it was like soo fun to hit people... my stupid cousin(belinda) snatch the car number 7 from me.. sooo irritating lar... dun really like her attitude towards people... later we bought some vcds to hotel to watch... saw fire works... cause celebrating the new year...2007...yay... later i was too tired to watch <> den i went to sleep sore throat made me feel very sick... hahas...
T H I R D D A Y - going home soon... ate cough medicine... suddenly got flu... didn't play much.. buy stuffs for friends... yepp.. den went down hill to this china town in malaysia... i bought a cute little purse... that's all i think.. same as esther... belinda same as jolene... belinda was like alway snatching our things la... jolene chose this bag den belinda say she oso want but b4 tat she chose another one den i say not nice... so she copy my sis... sooo what la...den my sis had to play sissor paper stone to see who gets the bag... first time my sis won.. den she was like say must 3 times den my sis lost... so what la... den they agree to change bag every week... soo lay chey... lolxx... den almost night we went to eat den belinda spilled this hot syrup on jolene's hand den she say it's only one drip but i see was like one whole spoon... every time something big happen to jolene den i went shock and knew nothing... my mind was like blank... i was staring at her injury... doing nothing.. people talk to me den i was like dunno what they say... lol... it take me some time b4 i know what they say... lol.... after that we went back to singapore stoping once or twice to go toilet... den at the custom was like jam... not like my dad had said... i knew this was gonna happen cause when he think like that others singaporean will also think like that lo...but he cut que den went went out fast.. hahas...den reach home... saw my favourite actor(jackie chan) in tv watched le den go sleep...lol..
T O D A Y - was soo tired when i wake up i still have sore throat ate cough medicine... typing this thing that tomorrow school will open... den very sad...lolx...
A T L A S T F I N I S H M Y S T O R Y . . . . A N D H A P P Y N E W Y E A R ! ! !

10:43 AM